Hit the Ground Crawling by jonny_vrm
SPN, NC-17
After Sam pulls Dean out of Hell, Dean stops talking. It takes a week for Sam to convince Dean to open his mouth so Sam can check that his tongue hasn’t been cut out. It takes two weeks for Sam to accept that Dean really isn’t talking. Then it takes a week of silence, the two of them sitting in the Impala like ventriloquist dummies, sitting in motel rooms like human taxidermy, before Sam decides to start talking for the both of them. Intense and powerful in its progression and development. For all that it is au-ish and different, it has a darkly realistic quality to it that is very atmospheric of the show. Fantastic writing and a gripping plot. I, of course, can't *not* mention the heated burn of hot sex.
~long


Eclipse of the Sun by itsthedetails
SPN, NC-17
Prompt: Anything with Sam and Dean in high school and having to hide their obvious EPIC LOVE. Written for a weecest fic swap. All I can think after reading this is Yessss. It makes me want want want for things that can never be.
~short


When Sammy Refused to Sleep by astatine_burn
SPN, PG-13, Gen
John, Sam and Dean move into their first home after Mary. Sam refuses to sleep and John begins to suspect there's something sinister in the house. Oh wow. Ok, so this is not at all my typical thing, but I really really liked it. There are so many tiny details that just click for me. First, it starts off with saying that John and the boys have been on the road for 2 years trying to out run the thing that is after them. I have to tell you that goes a long way with me understanding John as a parent. I have always had one issue with John - that he chose revenge over his sons. (I love John, I'm not character bashing.) But this really makes since to me. That it might not have started as this burning revenge thing -that might have built slowly as he had to run and hide and protect Sam and Dean. It makes me like him *more* to think of it like this. Also, the idea of little Sam having such a hard time settling down in an actual home for any length of time after spending so much of his short life constantly on the move feels really natural to me. I don't know this author, but I think they did a wonderful job of understanding little children. Anyway, its weeSammy and big brother Dean (a little) and daddy John - there are no overly syrupy cute moments, just a snapshot of what life really might have been like for them.
~shortish


The Principal by Emma15
SPN, PG, Gen
WeeDean and WeeSam are called into the Principal's office. And one ore because I can't get enough of them as little boys. And this is really how I see Dean at this age. He's sweet and polite, but you can already see the cocky confidence layered over his worries and insecurities. And Little Sammy - holding on tight to Big Brother but too smart for his own good so he just *has* to tell it all. And the Principal's reaction is pretty much how every woman reacts, and how can they not with those two boys?

So, I've come to realize that I'm a picky bitch when it comes to my Supernatural stories. I don't mean to be, but I am much more rigid in how I see Sam and Dean - or any of the characters from the show - than I am with Jensen and Jared.

I assume that is because while we have a glimpse of their personalities from interviews and conventions, we really don't know *them*. We don't know their heartaches or their true fears or what really makes them giddy with anticipation or how they sleep at night. I guess it is just easier to let the author paint the picture of who the guys are and so long as they follow close to what little we know, it works really well. Or with as with an AU, they can be very different with a decent back story to support it.

But for Sam and Dean - one of the reasons I love the show so much is that we *know* these characters. We know how shitty they grew up, we know what Dean's insecurities are and what deep repression Sam stays in. We know Sam sleeps like some kind of cyborg freak on straight on his back most of the time and that a relaxed Dean roles onto his tummy (managing to look adorable cute and sexy at the same time).

I guess when I read a story it won't work for me if it does not fit within the defined persona set by canon - even if it is AU. With Jensen and Jared's "canon", if you will, it is so small and riddled with holes it is much easier to fill it up as a writer sees fit, but Sam and Dean have a defined nature. At least, in my mind.

So why am I rambling on and on about this crap? Because I'm a dork? Well...ok, yeah, I am. But also because I needed to reason it out in my head - I love Supernatural fic more than RPS fic, actually. But I have posted a LOT more about J2 than Sam/Dean. And...I needed to let myself say that for some reason? What-the-fuck-ever..anyway, here a few Sam/Dean shorts I've read recently and enjoyed.

Love, Peachus

Some Wishes Are Worth Waiting For by runedgirl
SPN, NC-17
Sam and Dean deal with a spirit terrorizing a family just before Christmas, and the family invite them to spend Christmas with them. How do they deal with a full on Christmas with all the trimmings? Beautiful and hot. I thought this was going to be a case-fic, or at least it started out that way. But it isn't. Its about Sam and Dean and missing having someone and finding each other again. And the image of Dean curled over Sam on his knees? Gorgeously sexy.
~short-ish

Eleison by setissma
SPN, PG-13
He wanted to say something. Very short, but touching. There is one line - what Sam says at the very end that really made this for me. In fact, I think it is the driving core of all of Season 4.
~short


Your Latest Barrier Smacked Upside of the Head by hateable
SPN, NC-17
In which Dean gets turned into a girl, permanently, but Sam is still woman enough for the both of them. So the sex is *really* het, but still good because underneath it all Dean is, as Sam sees over and over again, still very much Dean. Nice little genderfuck for your afternoon's enjoyment.
~short-ish

Whatever You Say (The Vehicular Displacement Remix) by keerawa
SPN, NC-17
Somehow, even when whammied by a spell that makes him do whatever Dean says, Sam still gets his way. This is an alternative ending remix of jasmasson's delightfully kinky Sam/Dean fic, Whatever You Say.
This is just flat out fucking hot. The original is amazing too. You also won't want to miss the other 2 stories of the 'verse the author is placing this in - especially Setting the Mood. Its an amazing mesh of Sam/Dean and Sam/Jess that is extremely hot, but Sam's grief also adds a touch of melancholy to it. Nice set of reads.
~ sit a short spell


Boy Falling Out of the Sky by sylvanwitch
SPN, NC-17
When Sam steps in to rescue a boy and the boy's best friend from Green Bank Regional High School's biggest bullies, he expects trouble. What he doesn't expect is the trouble he gets. Sam is sixteen and keeping all kinds of secrets from Dean--about the boy he kind of likes and the supernatural situation he's found himself in. These secrets start to take their toll at home, where Dean is harboring his own secret, one that might be the most life-changing of all. This was really cool. Something a little different for me - a case fic with a decidedly Sam-focus. The main plot is not about Sam&Dean. Its about one of Sam's experiences in high school, homophobia and what is probably his first solo hunt. I really enjoyed it. And for me, of course, it was made all the better because it did lead to Wincest and Sam&Dean. I thought it was a win all the way around.

Give Me Splendid, Silent Sun by maboheme
SPN, NC-17
Down and out in Bogalusa, where the summer sun don’t shine, just burns and churns and turns so bright ... All I can hear in my head is Louis Armstrong's rasping gravelly voice singing "...Bright blessed days...dark sacred nights. And I think to myself...what a wonderful world." The other lyrics of the song don't have anything to do with it, but those just keep filtering through my head. Honestly, the writing style in this is not anything like the things I typically enjoy, but this one really is beautiful. Its poetic and lyrical, with a burning and heat that inflames from under the skin. Its all feeling and touch and hedonistic warmth.
~short


But then maboheme has that gift, you know? Bedtime Stories is one of the most lovely little Jensen&Jared pieces I've ever read. Again, that hedonistic warmth and poetic rhythm slide over your skin, only in this one tender and sloppy with a lightness that infuses the best kind of J2 stories. As it tells you, these are the kinds you listen to. Absolutely lovely, both of them.
~short


The Dangers of Bullying by jassy3399
SPN, G, Gen
It's a very bad idea to mess with little Sammy Winchester. Because little Sammy Winchester is downright adorable, Big Brother Dean is pretty awesome and John Winchester is just hellahot as Cool Dad. *grins*
~short-ish


Ok, I *just* saw this rec someplace and can't remember where, but OMG, it is so good.
When It's Done by elizah_jane
SPN, PG-13
Dean's not sure he and Sam have a beginning. Great storytelling that stirs and shakes up a linear time, creating a new world of fated love and happy endings.
~ short=ish

Incestuous Adventures in Post-Apacalyptic Dating by not_refined
SPN, PG-13
And they all lived happily ever after and double dated. (Schmoopy cracky future fic, spoilers for 5x08.)
Got five minutes? Dare you not to crack a grin at this.

Give the Lie by dreamlittleyo
SPN, NC-17
It turns out Dean was wrong when he said there was no such thing as unicorns. It also turns out that when a unicorn steals your memories, you have to play nice to get them back. But what's a Winchester to do in the meantime?
One day I'm going to stop being surprised at all the really good fic I still haven't read. I'm going to stop having the thought of 'omg, how did I not read this before?!?'. But not today. How come I didn't know about this!?! *sigh* Anyway, this is a lovely little fic of crack-that-couldn't. lol. I think it was supposed to be crack - and with sparkley unicorns and amnesia plot lines how could it not be? - but between the really good writing, the unexpected romance, the stinging angst and heartache Dean goes through and the simple loveliness of season 1 Winchester boys it just really can't let itself be crack.
~sit a spell

Your Kind's My Kind by unreckless
J2 AU, PG-13
On the eve of college graduation, two best friends struggle with the label on their relationship and that hazy thing called the future. This? Is totally my kind of fic. But its not the kind I get to read often. It would be easy to say that its snarky, funny J2 living together kind of story. Cuz it is. But its also them being guys. Like real guys. With bad eating habits, unattractive moments, zits and a complete lack of the ability to actually sit down and talk out a situation. (Don't look at me that way, I have a large family full of guys.) I also really loved the fact that they have been best friends for 12 years. It gives off a vibe the real Jensen and Jared do - that deep down closeness you can only get from spending a lot of time with someone. So, to recap, there is snark, humor, 'manliness', friendship, hijinks, sex, and loyalty in their relationship. omg I'm in love. The story only lightly touches on these things, but you can really get a vibe for everything. Making this a Win in my book.


An Irresistible Force by mickeym
SPN, NC-17
Season 5 Spoilers
"Partners, or partners, like us?" Sam's right up in Dean's personal space, looming, pressing in on him, holding him against the door with nothing but the weight of his body.
Mmmm, yeah. Just like this.


Star Trek Reboot by gladdecease
SPN, PG, Xover w/ Star Trek, Gen
Season 5 Spoilers
From the Kripke Started It Changing Channels Free For All Meme
The channel changed to Star Trek. *giggles* Cute little tidbit.


I Could Stay With You by standing_fic
J2, PG-13, AU(-ish)
It's their wedding day, and pretty much everything that could possibly go wrong goes wrong. still, they're married! also, a cake fight of epic proportions. So lovely to read something schmoopy and sweet with a happy ending after all the painful loss and angst going on in J2 right now. I like how the little bits of their personalities are things only the other picks up on - like Jared knowing how to deal with Jensen's mounting anger. It is the little things that really reflect a close, lasting relationship.


And you may or may not care about this, so feel free to skip...

On the nature of AU. For a while now I've wanted to post about what I consider AU. You might have noticed something like this I put 'AU-ish'. And there are other things that have them dating starting at season 1 that I don't list as AU. To me, AU is for something that really is an Alternate Universe. Like, they meet as kids and become doctors or something. But something that pretty much the same until they meet each other for Supernatural then I think that is more of what could have happened in this reality if things had been different. I'm sorry, I'm not explaining it well. But that is my opinion ad that is why I do or don't put in AU. (This one is -ish because nothing in it is beyond the realm of this reality, but I can't tell from the story if they are actors on Supernatural or teachers in Texas, ya' know?)
And for Supernatural stories it has to be very AU for me to list it is such. In a world where monsters, demons and magic plays havoc anything can go. But say Mary didn't die, or Sam didn't got Stanford or they were raised separate then I'll list it as AU.

Caught On Tape by taelynhawker
SPN, NC-17
Dean's not sure what's hotter. Porn. Without Plot.... Sam & Dean watching Sam & Dean. Guhhhh


I'd Marry Your Cat Just to Get In the Family by wanttobeatree
SPN, PG-13
Written for woodstarling's prompt 'Dean gives Castiel all his lame pick-up lines and Castiel keeps trying to use them on Sam' over at THE TOTALLY AWESOME SAM/CASTIEL COMMENTFIC MEME. Complete and total WTF?!?! CRACK. OMG, such good crack. Hang on, I need to rest my gut for a sec.


And if you like that one then you might also like Just a Question of Morality by emerald_embers also from the meme for the Castiel discovers texting. Dean ignores his messages, but Sam is too polite to do so prompt. A little less on the crack and little more on the cute schmoop. I said a few weeks ago that I was sad about the complete lack of Sam/Castiel fics out there so this is fucking awesome to me! I'm so enjoying this.

So here is the deal, there was a recent post on spnstoryfinders asking for hurt Dean or something like that. Anyway, the topic interests me and there were a ton of links. I'm going through them. Some are really good. I'm still working through so there may be more to come.


We Belong Together by not_refined
SPN AU, PG-13
Wincest AU. Sam and Dean, growing up and growing closer together in the ordinary world. I'm not sure how I missed posting about this when I read it almost a year ago. But when I stumbled across it again I found it tore me up just as much the second time around. Hauntingly beautiful. Dean being fragile like this makes my heart clinch. I love how wonderful John is to both the boys in this. Anyway, I'm sure most people have read it as not_refined is well known for some really amazing stories. Like the Still Life 'verse. The damage done to Dean only makes him more beautiful. The innocence and struggle of life that make up the fabric of Dean and Sam's life in that story is breathtaking. These two stories just really touch something deep in me.


Nothing Dark by evening_spirit
J2 AU, NC-17
Jared thinks his life sucks (even if he denies feeling bad about). He starts college, which he didn't want and he swears he will not make friends there. But then he meets another student, a boy with emerald eyes, who draws and draws, and draws . . . Jensen is an amazing artist, he's mysteriously shy, and Jared finds himself fascinated to the point of obsession. Can anyone explain to me why stories like this are so immensely intriguing to me? I mean, yes, the writing is good and I like the characters and all that, but why is young, confused Jared and a 'damaged' Jensen so mesmerizing? (And I mean that in terms of 'damaged!Jensen', not as in someone with his disability being damaged, k?) Is it the childlike innocence that somehow can merge and weave seamlessly with mature, adult actions? I honestly don't know why, but stories like this always snag my attention. When they are written well then its a win-win for me - this was, btw, a win-win.


Of Black Dogs and ASL by smokeyhorse
SPN AU, PG, Gen
A miscommunication results in a hurt 10-year-old Dean and a heart-to-heart between Sam and John. AU - deaf!Dean. Schmoop! This is a short little thing, but it is absolutely touching and darling. Little Sam was adorably cute, Dean is more of a concept - and him being deaf is just plain interesting to me, and John is very John, but maybe he'll get a clue in this world. Anyway, I really really wish this were a larger 'verse. The author did the characters great and I love the emotion of the story.


Sleepless Night by prepare4trouble
SPN, PG, Gen
After being injured on a hunt, Dean tries to carry on as normal. Man, I think I might have actually sniffled on the last line. Poor Dean. My only complaint is that it is too short. I just got into it!

1st & 10: He Did It Again! by cfriskney
J2 AU, NC-17
Jared is the hottest young quarterback to come down the line in a long time. Jensen is the trainer that wants to make sure Jared takes over for the Dallas Cowboys...but then all hell breaks loose and neither man is ready for it... Dude, I love me some fucking football. And the idea of Jared as a Quarterback for the Cowboys is just about the hottest thing ever. But really? What I enjoyed the most was Jared's confidence. There aren't a lot of sport AUs out there, just a small handful. This is definitely a good addition to the genre!


You're The Last To Ask by stangerine88
SPN, R-ish
“So you’re like that chick from X-men.” Dean says quietly. I kinda really liked this. Set in Season 2 and it really feels like it. Very early Sam and Dean. Which is nice. They have some angst what with Dean and his emotional issues and Sam having to deal with the psychic shit and running from the cops, but it isn't heavy drawn out end of the world type of darkness. For all that its a Wincest fic, I think the characters were really spot on and the plot followed well with how they interact with each other. I did giggle out loud at a some of the very brother-ish banter. And Dean's issue with people thinking they're a couple. (Boy just needs to get a clue - OF COURSE they're a couple!) So yeah, it is brand new but really felt like a flashback read - which I greatly enjoy!

Yeah, I know its not even 10 in the morning, but I couldn't help myself. Want some dirty dirty hot hot? Yeah, well here you go. Massive hotness of super hot PWP. Purley PWP.

Holy Fuck *moans*


In the Palm of His Hand by plutogirl10
Kinky sexing. Pliant Dean. Persuasive Sam.

At the Alter of You, I Worship by mickeym
I've [mickeym] read a lot of D/s stuff, and spanking, and whatnot, but not much/any of my more favorite kinks, one of which is fisting. And I wondered how Sam would approach it--and 'worshipful' popped into my head.

Page Fourteen (and Fifteen) by blue_soaring
Sam's pretty sure Dean doesn't secretly harbour a food fetish, no matter how worked up he gets over a mini cheesesteak.


Five Ways Sam and Dean Have Had Sex (1/5) by ifyouweremine
Dean’s thighs quiver around Sam’s waist, thin hard muscle wet with sweat and lube, come and saliva.

Both of these stories make me wish for things that probably won't ever be...


Natural Progression
by destina
J2, PG
Something where Jensen says he's moving out. We've all heard that Jensen is planning to move out this year. I'd rather this happen instead. It won't, *sigh*. (But, dude, it could! *grins*)
Also, *blush*, I kinda want to see more of Icarus in fics.


He, Who Clothed With Transcendent Brightness Didst Outshine Myriads Though Bright by larienelengasse
SPN, NC-17
We have to fall to know grace and to be reborn. Dean is tormented by both lost happiness and the prospect of enduring suffering. But neither adamantine chains nor penal fire, nor Satan's grasp can keep him from what he loves most, and that's Sam. Although less than 10,000 words, to me this feels like a longer fic. Like a long fic, actually. The author leaves a note saying this will never happen in canon. And yes, that's true, but I think that it should. Its very much the essence of Dean & Sam. Its atmospheric, with vivid imagery. Dean's love for Sam breaks my heart, it really does, and this story captures that feeling beautifully. And I don't know why, but Sam's ...reasoning? understanding? of his desire for Dean - it gets me. You know, right *there*? Its not romantic, not a sudden discovery of suppressed desire for his sibling. I ...well, I don't want to give more away, but when you read the moment - the moment Sam figures it out? What goes in his mind really got to me -it was almost erotic in its complete lack of being actually sexy, but based in love and loyalty.

uh..and if you don't read it none of this will make mean anything (so you should read it!), so I'll stop rambling.

Direct Hit by lazy_daze
SPN, NC-17
I've read this before, but its just as hot the second time around. I don't care what canon says - This is Sam and Dean Winchester.


Dessertion by roque_clasique
SPN, Gen, PG
Dean and kids - There's a kid hidden in the Impala! So someone else just posted this as a rec and I can't remember who! But I want to thank them. This is a very sweet little gen Dean fic. The kind that makes your heart ache a little for Dean. The kind that kinda makes you want to hug him a little. The kind that makes you want to shake John and Sam for not realizes what an amazing person they've have their whole lives even when they treat him like dirt. The kind that make you want to read Daddy Dean fics! *sigh* Yeah, its just kinda sweet, ya know?


Happy Little Trees, or, The Bob Ross Fic by berrylicious877
J2 AU, NC-17
Jensen is unemployed and spends his days watching tv. He finds a show called Painting with Jared and becomes obsessed. I'm not sure what is more disturbing - the fact that someone wrote a Bob Ross J2 fic, the fact that someone wrote an NC-17 Bob Ross J2 fic, or the fact that I was strangely fascinated and now really want to hear Jared say 'oh some happy little trees over here' in an insane sort of way... *sigh* Yeah, its schmoopalicous, but as I said - strangely fascinating. LOL

These two classic stories make me want to do nothing but spend hours lazing about in the author's journals.

I Wanna Hold You 'Til I Die by lazy_daze
SPN, NC-17
Dean is cursed. *gasp* So shocking. Basically, he gets his inhibitions taken away so he can touch Sam as much and often as he'd like. And there is sex. And ADORABLENESS.

Stagesby annella
J2, NC-17
From Week One to 15 Years down the road - this is how Jared and Jensen are. Which is basically, in love and hot and heavy. *meep*

Just thought you might like the flashbacks.

Thank you crack_impala. Thank you for giving me this wonderful rec and leading me to britomart_is' amazing new story Tthe King of Imperfection Takes Back the Prince of Mistakes It is an absulely amazing, perfect ever after for Sam and Dean. Perhaps my favorite ever. Flawed and quirky and perfect. They fit together so well. So like they do/*should* fit together. All the little details in this story make it brilliantly real. Adding warmth and feeling to the atmosphere of the story. I honestly just can't stop *flail*ing over it.
And they lived happily ever after.

Fade To Black (Not While Your Hand’s In Mine) by runedgirl
SPN, NC-17
The brother that Sam gets back isn’t the same, but Sam’s love is. Sam risks everything and leaves everyone he’s ever cared about behind in the desperate hope that the bond between him and Dean might just be strong enough to transcend what hell did to him.
DEVASTATINGLY GOOD. I don't know how else to describe it. Man, I'm just in shreds over this one. rivers_bend left a comment that you should read: These chapters are just perfectly where I was wanting this to go. You're balancing the wild out of control and the sharply in control brilliantly, with both of them, and it's just shivery-good. It feels like show, too, all delicious grey areas and nothing black and white.


Stick Together by maskedfangirl
SPN, G, Gen, Season 5 spoiler-ish
Castiel & Bradley the T-Mobile rep. Angels are the worst customers. This came out recently after a certain episode. I'm not sure how I missed getting it posted! Dude, its some hi-larious crack! And also makes me want to pet Castiel for his unknowing adorableness.


A Moment of Normalcy (In Our Life of Chaos) by felisblanco
SPN, Gen-ish or pre-slash, PG
It's junior prom and Sam's got a date. What the hell does he do now? I've posted about a part of this 'series' before, but I just read this part and its still just as lovely. Oh Dean. Their relationship is just so complex and layered. Even when Dean is being the best big brother he knows how to be, even when he's being a dad because theirs is MIA, the bond they have ..gah, this is so clichè, but true.. transcends that. You can feel the subtext in every beat of the story - they are simply more than brothers. Call it gen, call it pre-slash, I don't care. But you can deny the *something* there and it pulses right under the surface.

Different Flavors by selecasharp
SPN, NC-17
Dean discovers that Sam's not quite the vanilla prude Dean always teasing him about being. In fact, Sam's downright kinky. Like Poindexter said Hot Hot Hot! Its also cute brother banter with Sam finally being able to one-up Dean! Need a quickie to get your blood pumping? This'll do it for ya!

Flipping through the seasons...


Reminds of the way things were back then... (Feels like season 1)
Sam & Dean Go To Wal-mart by wolfiekins
SPN, R
The Winchester brothers' reality of life on the road sometimes forces them to resort to desperate measures. Ya' know, the title tells you its gonna be cracky fun- and it is! Sam's huffiness and Dean's smirking disregard for the rules along with his overconfidence in his charm are spot-on season 1.


Sometime in between...(Feels like seasons 2 or 3)
My Brother the Fishstick by zannes
SPN, Gen, PG ... *OR*... SPN, PG-13/R, Wincest
Dean gets some tail, literally, after a run in with a nix. You would think that between the title and the story summary this is going to be a crack fic, or at least cute and funny. And it is. Its got some funny moments where Sam is huffing at Dean being insufferable, some sweet parts where Sam is especially worried about Dean, and others where even Sam has to grin at Dean's sly maneuvering. But its also more than that. Its a very interesting, unique story, with some subtle dark moments. But really, my favorite is the alternate ending. The subtilty dissolves and the dangerous beauty that are Dean and Sam is mesmerizing.


The road right now...(It is season 5)
Smitten by fleshflutter
SPN, Sam/Michael, PG, Season 5 spoilers
It's not really Sam/Dean, except for the way it is… It's kind of spoilery but also not really. Also, I think it's crack, but it might also be angst.
I *never* thought I'd like a Sam/Micheal fic. But to be honest, there is a twist. This is really a lovely soft hug over the bruises from the last year. And no matter what fleshflutter says, its not crack!

Kinky and porntastic recs. Not a lot of plot, but who needs that anyway?


Hidden, Rosy and Wet by annabeth_fics
SPN, Smith/Wesson, NC-17
Dean Smith goes in to work one day with an extra article on his person. A sexy little Smith&Wesson PWP. There is just something incredible erotic about the thought of wearing a hidden sex toy in public, isn't there? *drools*


This Time I'll Hold You Forever by lotrabc
SPN, NC-17
Sam's, "habits" put Dean on the injured list, so he insists on lending him a hand. Or two. Did you see where I mentioned 'kinky and porntastic' earlier? Yeah, pretty much.


Pucking Around by kueble_fic
J2 AU, NC-17
Just your basic Jared/Jensen hockey AU... So J2 porn with hockey sticks... *blinks*... ok, not *that* porny, just regular hotness here. (dirty minds, geez)

Shake Off the Ashes of Yesterday by leonidaslion
SPN, NC-17
Sam stayed in college, but Dean shows up at graduation and all those things they refuse to say to one another... they all get said. And done. This bleeds with Dean's uncertainty and weariness and Sam's vehement entreaty that Dean face this, face them makes you feel the deep wanting very clearly. The last line wraps up beautifully exactly who and what Sam and Dean have, who they are to each other.